Discharged

Hi friends, my hubby got healed from intestinal obstruction and discharged today. 

His diagnosis from CT scan is worsening disease with peritoneal nodules. He is advised to have palliative chemotherapy. But still doc advised chemotherapy response will not be as effective as desired. 

His small & big intestine movement has been slowed down by soft tissue formed within the peritoneal cavity. Everything showed metasized stage. 

My hubby asked for how much more time he left, doctor reluctant to advise but eventually “quoted” less than a year if his condition worsen quickly. 

Well, I would say everyone including his parent, my parent, relatives & friends started to panicking offering helps for his last fight, but I feel that they might have given up in the bottom of their heart. 

Myself had too many mixed emotion to handle but I am too keep self questioning about my faith on him. 

The days in hospital, my hubby was in great sorrow knowing that his days are counting. He started to recall all the days ever since he diagnosed with cancer. He had been relied on us to find ways of cure. He was so afraid to accept the fact and not able to face the torture he might endured through chemotherapy. It will not cure, is just an excuse. He started to think of giving up, to stop bringing sorrow to family and friends. He had no reason or why to live on. He could not master the courage to face it. 

I had long ago noticed that he had giving up. He had never release himself. He turned back to the his usual self before cancer. Everyone has tell us that you must have known of why you diagnosed with cancer, accepting it and embrace it. I have a friend in our support group called, she visualized herself in my hubby position and shared that no one would want to live if everyone is sad and pain seeing his condition. She said 2things I need to do. First, check if my hubby has the will & strength to continue live on. Second, if he does, we will try our best to help but if he doesn’t, we need to clear his guilt towards the family and accompany him for the end of his days. She checked on how my condition too. She wanted me to know that my hubby has brought a lot of meaning to my life, but life goes on. 

I talked a lot with my hubby. We enjoyed a lot. We thank for the love for each other. He cried a lot. 

So my hubby intestine was still congested for the first 2-3days and doctor was about to arrange for urgent surgery in another 2days time. 

However, my hubby got sort out his mind aft these sadden days and he finally able to bring himself up for the challenge. He has no more guilt towards family and he wants to live for himself. His dream that been buried all these years emerged in his mind again. He wants to do things that will make him happy. Not making others happy but he himself. 

I was so moved when he told me that he would do whatever things be it chemo or surgery to continue living.  He will have no fear and he is confident that he will succeed the fight. 

He is my hero. Definitely. As after he make up his mind for the challenge, his congestion was relieved. He started to pass motion and felt hungry. His intestine had heard his calling! ! So the surgery was halted. 

He then able to eat and drink. He was so much motivated. I am grateful for everything. 

So we are now trying the raw herb juice that many people had told us to try. We actually secretly consumed the juice at hospital when doctor is not allowed for fluid. But we had no fear now. 

I personally called the uncle who healed his Stage IV lymphoma 8years ago via this plant juice,another friend who had stage 2 rectal cancer but metasized to spine & lymph, got clear out all tumours aft 1mth consumption of the juice 2years ago and another friend who had stage 1 ovary cancer got healed (tumour dissappeared)  after 2weeks of herb juice, she did yearly Scan showed clear after 2years. So I managed to contact the Singapore Local University where their herb Garden provides free herbs. Amazingly, they actually kept track on people who collected their herbs. One success story that they allowed to show was a man got his brain tumour cleared after 3months, the patient provided all his brain Pet scan & liver CT scan. You may observe the decrease activity in the liver & brain. I was so regretful not to check this out earlier, I mean who would believe just plant juice would give such miracle cure? 

地胆头,地胆草Elephantopus s caber L.

爬树龙,中药名。为葡萄科植物菱叶崖爬藤Tetrastigma triphyllum

忧遁草,学名:鳄嘴花Clinacanthus nutans

So, we are not giving up. We would do our best and to continue updating our progress to you guys. 
Cheers! 

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